paradox

if it looks like there's been a lack of substance here, it's because there has been. school is basically all-consuming at this point. no more afternoons to spend the day riding around or sit on the roof and just exist. instead i put one book away and take another out. plan this plan that, allocate every minute of the day to something "worthwhile" - but what really is worthwhile? most people in this part of western civilization will argue that school is the most important. i'm all for it but i also want to side with eastern ideals-- think buddhism and minimalism. i'm not about to present myself as a convert but it would be nice to allocate some time of the day to just exist.

but it's still allocation of time..